As darkness descends on the snow covered land, I glance out the window. No moon yet but it’s still early. I press the button and sweet warmth blows in my direction. My ears feel all eight degrees Celsius of the cold in this room. The hum of the heater breaks the silence.
I’ve been alone with my thoughts this week. Thoughts of what was, is, and perhaps will be. These thoughts had me spinning sometimes, wrapped in memories or fear, uncertainty and hope for the future. I’ve prayed often these days. I’ve listened to sermons, songs, encouragement, and reread some of my own writing. I talk to God and try to listen. The chaos turns to peace. I remember to trust. He’s got me.
It’s completely dark now but I can’t see the stars just the flashing lights from a plane passing by. While I prepare dinner, my mind wanders. I think about those who may not have warmth tonight neither on the inside nor the outside. I think about those who may be struggling even though we all think they are the strong ones. My friends are miles away so I hope they really are fine.
If you have friends or family around you or even far away, even though I’m not good at doing so myself, I as that you check in on them. Send them a funny message or something nice. Let them know you’re thinking of them. While you’re at it, make sure you’re taking care of yourself too. In these stressful times we all need each other.
Be true. Live well. Take care.